What was your daily routine before you
converted to Islam?
I’ve never
really had a routine. True, I had the
basics in place – sleeping, eating, studying, going to school – but otherwise I
sort of drifted through the days, doing whatever needed to be done.
My typical
weekday schedule prior to converting formed around school. I would wake early in the morning, prepare
for the day, and hop on the school bus about an hour before the school day
began. Once the final bell rang at
school, it was back to the bus and home.
The afternoons after school varied: during the winter I would do my
mother’s chores before the sun set at 4 pm, otherwise I would maybe do some
relaxing, watch TV, do some writing (no Internet so no surfing the web!), and,
if I were particularly ambitious, complete that day’s homework. I tried to get to sleep relatively early, but
that usually meant sometime around 11 pm or midnight.
My weekend
normally mirrored the hours after school during the weekdays. During the summer I would often sleep in; I normally
tried to avoid sleeping in too much: it’s true when people say you can get more
done when you wake early in the morning!
I would often head outside, especially if the weather was nice.
Before my
conversion, I really had no purpose or direction in my life. My life was simply school and empty time
after school. I suppose that isn’t
necessarily something to worry about when still attending school, but as I got
older, it bothered me more and more.
However, when
I did convert, my life finally went from mindless and pointless to having some
sort of schedule that made life feel much more worthwhile. It didn’t happen right away, but over time, I’ve
managed to settle into a schedule.
Of course, work
does affect my schedule from day-to-day, week-to-week. So I’m not going to go into every single
day. Basically, I wake early, before
fajr. I wash up, pray, and then spend
some time reading the Qur’an. What I do
afterwards depends on the day: I either go to work or attempt to get a little
more sleep in. The rest of the morning
and the afternoon is spent doing whatever needs to happen, writing or studying for
example. Some evenings, I work; the
other evenings I spend doing the same thing I do during the rest of the
day. The day is punctuated by the other
four prayers. Before bed, after preparing
for the night, I sometime spend some more time reading the Qur’an. Or ‘The Sealed Nectar’ depending on what I feel
like reading.
There might
not be much difference between what I do now and what I did then. I mean, a lot of my day is spent doing stuff
some people might see as useless (though I am of a far different opinion);
instead of studying, I’m working. But, I
feel like there’s much more purpose to my life.
Praying and reading the Qur’an mixed with dhikr throughout the day
really has improved my life. It’s
amazing what those few minutes a day can do!
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you said you do dhikr. what does that mean?
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